The marvelous days in the Dragon kingdom has come to an end. For another four years, I am sure I am gonna miss all the people within my circle in the beautiful mother land. It’s my pleasure to show the world about your place in my heart. You all have given me the strength to grow with the meaning of survival in this life. Your presence is not only a happy moment but also the greatest miracle gifted to transform myself from an unknown crippled soul to a proud warrior fighting to be the powerful.
The lessons I have learnt from you all will always help me to grow with the better approach for a harmonious journey of life. Everything that had happened until now was magnificent and nothing left without giving me the power to realize how each one of them is important as a part of this crucial life.
It’s your miracle that created my destination which I wish and pray to fulfill further with better colors to bring pride within you all; who belong together. The conditions that encircle us at the moment are sometimes incredibly exciting and sometimes torturously excruciating but when we accept them with comprehension, they are nothing but the experiments and examinations to test our struggle and perseverance for the better life. I have realized why things are so hard on me and unbelievably helping me out as well. This life that everyone of us lives is not a linear, exponential or parabolic lines of happiness. It’s the wave with frequency and magnitude that may change at any moment. I am proud of myself realizing the things I have come across so far because all those things made me the way I am and your contribution in every lines of the chapter are gratefully remembered.
The wonderful moments I recall may not be the best for you. The reason is simple. I am living in your circle of relationship listening and observing more than being talkative because sweet interaction is one thing that I lack in my entire life until now and may be in all time to come. Listening and observing you all has provided me what I wanted because it never failed to include my happiness and sorrow. You all may think that I am not interested to laugh and smile with you all in one room or sitting around a heater in the winter for a cup of tea/coffee for a few minutes. You are wrong! Please never ever judge my interest in our relationship by the way I stay. I love you all for doing at least something special in my life that you are capable of doing it. You never missed my troubles. You are the solutions to every problem in the road I drive on.
Leaving the beautiful hearts in the mother land, I am taking myself away so that I can return with the type of heart you all have for me. I am grown up with the only ability I have and thus I have to live with it. I love this ability more than I could imagine.
If you have gone through my post Overruled By Negativity, you would probably know what I am currently doing. That’s the only thing I am capable of doing. I cannot do anything greater in life before overcoming this hardship. Good News! I am okay with it now. The course I am undergoing is not a piece of cake yet I try my best to fit in the society. It was tremendously hard at first but now I am proud to tell you all that I am happy with it.
The year 2017 has offered me an unexpected episode in my life. I cannot say it’s a waste of time nor a wonderful vacation. I did nothing productive in the year yet I am happy about it because I am still strong enough to fulfill anything I wanted. I got a chance to experience more with you all, I have changed to be a better man.
Today is 24th of November 2017 and I shall remember this day tomorrow and forever. I am back to study. Eleven months ago, I was happy that I am getting a wonderful time to set free myself, however, as the time extended more than what I expected, it killed all my hopes for life. Now, the things that happened in that span of eleven months became the past and there is no use dragging it into the present. So I am ready to move on with stronger hands and feet to resume the special things I have left eleven months ago i.e, to study MBBS in just the way I wanted my future to be.
